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Coping with Birth Trauma & healing after a difficult birth



For some of us birth is not only joyful when we welcome our baby into the world, but it can also be a difficult, distressing and traumatic event.

Trauma can feel like the wrong word sometimes or something we can’t relate to ourselves; we can also call it a birth you did not expect, a birth that was not as you hoped or planned for during pregnancy or a birth experience where you felt unsafe, frightening, where you felt alone or at risk. It can feel like our memories of the birth are constantly stuck in our mind or that we cannot think about or talk about our birth at all.


A difficult or traumatic birth does not always mean there has been a medical emergency such as an emergency caesarean or bleed. This can be the birth trauma but just as often it’s about how cared for women and birthing people feel in labour, how safe women and birthing people feel, and if they feel heard. With trauma, women and birthing people often talk about feeling they were not treated with any dignity or kindness and that they were not communicated with well or that procedures were done without their consent. Trauma is always unique to each person’s experience - not what happened medically or on paper.


IT’S ALWAYS A UNIQUE STORY

Birth Trauma is sadly all too common and often not well recognised or identified meaning many women and birthing people hold these feelings alone. At least a third of women find some part of their birth experiences traumatic and this can be due to one event or multiple events and these may be in pregnancy, during birth and after birth.

Women and birthing people who have a traumatic birth can have symptoms for weeks, months or these feelings can last for years. Around 1 in 25 women develop Post Traumatic Stress Disorder/PTSD due to childbirth and a difficult birth can also lead to illnesses such as depression or anxiety.


It’s really important for me to also say that fathers and birth partners can also be traumatised by birth too.


After birth trauma women and birthing people can experience a whole range of symptoms. Trauma essentially makes us feel unsafe and we are left feeling unsafe in the world and expecting something else to happen, we feel on edge and on high alert. There may be a sense of a mood that is constantly changing with feelings of sadness, anger, tearful, fear, shame and guilt. This often sits alongside constantly overthinking or replaying the birth in dreams, in our thoughts or as visual images, like a movie clip or a photo. These memories are often of a particular moment from the birth, we call this a trauma hotspot, this might be a comment someone made, a doctors’ face or the baby not crying after delivery for example.

We should be asking all women and birthing people how their birth experience felt as part of their routine care alongside the six-week check but I know this often doesn’t happen. We need to ask more than once. We need to give new parents time to talk and tell their story and for them to know we are really listening and hearing them. Often women and birthing people are never asked about their birth and so all these traumatic feelings and emotions remain with them, and they are left to hold them alone whilst also trying to be a new parent too.

What might help after a difficult birth experience?

KNOW YOU ARE NOT ALONE

Look at resources online where you can read other’s stories of healing and find support. You can be anonymous online remember and sometimes this allows us to begin to share our stories more easily without fear of being judged or shamed. There are lots of blogs on the resources below.

If you cannot speak your story yet perhaps try to write it down or use a journal to document some of your feelings.

Here are some websites you might like to look up:

KNOW THAT THERE ARE MANY WAYS TO HEAL

Lots of things can help us feel safe and begin to process our births after trauma, it’s about finding the right mix for you. This might mean regular gentle exercise, sleep, building social support networks, medication, meditation, breathing techniques, psychological therapy, physiotherapy, being in nature. Speak to your GP or Health Visitor, self-refer yourself, or speak to your plunket nurse.

Healing takes time, there is no right or wrong way to heal. There is no time frame for healing. I offer Birth Trauma recovery courses with me as a 121, im a trained holistic councillor and clinical hypnotherapist and I specialise in women health. You can book a FREE consultation with me here.

KNOW THAT YOU WILL FEEL BETTER

With time and the right treatment you will move forward with your trauma, it’s often a shift from your trauma feeling like it rules and ruins your life to it being still part of you but your trauma has become less intense and no longer causes you such distress. Many women and birthing people report growth after a difficult birth, it can mean they feel stronger and more resilient, that they feel a new sense of purpose. Many women and birthing people use their own experience to give feedback to change services locally, work as campaigners or support other people who are affected. Women and birthing people are amazing!

KNOW THAT YOU DID NOTHING WRONG

Ever. Birth Trauma is never ever your fault. You are never to blame. Full stop.

KNOW THAT YOU CAN LOVE YOUR BABY ENTIRELY AND MOURN YOUR BIRTH EXPERIENCE

You can have a traumatic birth and love your baby at the same time, you can mourn or feel very angry and cheated by your birth experience whilst loving being a new mum. Holding these two very different feelings at the same time can feel understandably tiring and overwhelming.

Know that your connection with your baby will strengthen more and more with time.

After trauma many women and birthing people can find they are worrying about something happening to their baby, checking them a lot or finding feeding hard. Birthdays can often be very triggering too. There are also specialist parent infant therapists who can help you and baby connect too.

KNOW THAT YOU MATTER

A healthy baby is not all that matters, it’s not mother or baby. It is mother AND baby. Your feelings matter, you deserve to be well. You deserve to feel cared for and supported.

We often put ourselves last as women, especially as new mums, please if you are struggling after a difficult birth today try to tell someone how you feel and get the support you are always worthy of receiving.

Give yourself all the care and the love and the compassion you give daily to your baby. If you would like to book a FREE consultation with me, I am always here to help!


Donna x




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